argh! why?!

okay.. i really shouldn't obsess. but why can't guys just be a little less fickle-minded? i hate this coy game you guys play. :p dammit.

so lazy

okay... my clothes have been laying on my bed since december when i was trying to pack... and now they are laying on my bed as i try to UNPACK. :p i can't win. i have no where to put anything. i need to rearrange my closet again. soon. social security won't answer the freaking phones.







i hate it.




anyway... think positive.... you attract what you think and feel. hapy thoughts.... happy thoughts..... argh! :P i'm on hold again.

boredom

i should be fixing my room..... since i can never decide what to wear.... all my clothes are on my bed. :p someone help me?

weeeeeeeeeeeeee!

i'm happy. :O) super happy. we got out bonuses today. and the best part is that i didn't expect it. :O) i only started to work here 2 months ago part-time.

i'm so happy. and grateful. :O)

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

:p

:p strep throat is going around.... and the flu from the change in weather. today, you don't need a sweater.... yeasterday, i needed two. :p sucks.

i need to go to the grocery. i'm cravign for something (i don't know what yet)... sucks.


i think i want to dye my hair dark...

reindeers

so my aunt and i went to the grocery this evening at around 10 pm... (we just realized that we needed food and juice)... so my aunt goes upstairs to her room to get her coat. my uncle is still asleep from his "nap" and tells her (hearing the noise) "where are you going? take teh damn reindeer with you. they are making too much noise!" so my aunt laughs and tells me... so i go to his door and say "hey! i would take them, but one is missing.... oh he's on your bed asleep!" and my uncle says "oh" and starts to pat the pillow *tee hee*
so we leave and come back and he's still there and shouts at us "PILAR GOT THREE OF MY REINDEERS! COñO!"
and i said "i think aunt helen got one too!" and he stood up shouting "what the hell has helen got to do with the reindeers.... damn i'm dreaming!"

HAHAHA!

pre-merry christmas....

~vixen~

Sprite Commercial

HAHAHA!

from my inbox

YEHUDA BERG'S DAILY CONSCIOUSNESS TUNE-UP

FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 17
A fundamental principle of Kabbalah is whoever looks for a life without trouble - and sits waiting for what is comfortable - will never find it. However, when a person is constantly working towards doing what is right without caring if he will be comfortable or not, this person will always have an easier and better life.

Seek areas of your life where you're desperate for comfort and run towards change!


so, for almost a year I have been reading up on Kabbalah.... I have to say, I really do like it's teachings. its beliefs are the same as the core essense of Catholicism and Buddhism. So it doesn't conflict at all.

anyway.... that't it. kinda short, but i have to leave now. BYEEE!

dammit

i'm making butter cake. it smells great... *sigh* but i put too much of the batter in the pan. HAHHAHA! OOOPS.... OH WELL... i guess i can fix it.

oh! oh! oh!

did i mention i am obsessed with baking? because i can't find yummy cakes here aside from crispy kreme? or however you spell it.....


i made pineapple upside down cake a few days ago... Mrs. Mills would be proud! :O)

tomorrow i am making butter cake. i can't wait. i hope it comes out like the ones there!

ruin me....

ruin me dammit. :p limit me, or try to..... either way, i will still get what i want. :p so, there. i will get my chili red mini... soon

pizza! and borat, and some other stuff

hee hee! jax! rina! i wish i were with you guys when i watched borat. i found it hilarious. but it's toilet humour.

i had a whole pizza for myself.... yikes....... and my grandmother already warned me not to gain or lose weight. My dress is made for the wedding. I can't wait. It's gorgeous.

i need more money. :p donations are welcome.... send me your coins. hee hee!

oh-fiz

at the office right now. and i am bored. there really isn't much for me to do. :p

went out with shana the other night. :O) and guess what i saw?? a man wearing the shirt "don't hassle the hoff" HAHAHA! I had to take a picture....

he was really nice about it and posed for me. maybe i should take more pictures of people. HAHAHA!

fall.....

fall smells the same all over the world (where there is fall ofcourse.... duh!) i hate the cold, but i do love to dress up for it... watching the birds fly south for the winter.... and rest on telephone wires...and watch the leaves change.... and watch them fall.... but no rake them..... hee hee.

i'm trying to customize this damn blog.... i need help. :p

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anyway, still in madrid. and i am loving it. postponing my life has never been better. i wonder for how long i can keep this up... hee hee!

i have seen all of my friends here. except my cousin chris. hahaha! he's been sick. so i will call him again tomorrow. tomorrow i go buy a winter coat in H&M or ZARA. hopefully i find one. liz clairborne had an awesome white down vest which i wanted. if i freeze to death, at least i will look gorgeous.

i want to learn to snow baord! :O) my new obsession at the moment. hahaha. only because my cousin joselu gave me the idea. i'm not too old to learn am i?

OOOOOOOOOO!

oh.... i have eaten way too much for the second night in a row.... last night i ate in "la trainera" ... so yummy. i had about 20 gambas a la plancha (grilled shrimp) and half of the salpicon. a sea food salad. so yummy. *sigh* i so love that restaurant.

www.latrainera.es

true

true to my name. i am in madrid now. hee hee.... i love it.
so far i think i have had about two dinners each night since monday. hahaha. going to see cousins and friends this whole week then maybe go to barcelona on monday to visit my cousin.

oh! i finally bought a camera! but it's still being delivered to springfield. :o( i am so excited! and i have to have my regular camera fixed.

how are all of you? i miss you guys.

blah

crap crap crap. so bored at work... even if i am answering calls.... but hell the pay is great. i can't complain.....

so sad

i can't believe steve irwin died! i'm really sad. :O(

euthyrox

this thyroid medicine has made me lose 10 pounds. now all my clothes are loose. :p worse part is that i am hungry every 30 minutes. that is not good at all.... i eat a lot to begin with. so this makes it worse.