Friday, April 17, 2009

dreams...

strange dreams last night... :O) haha. all i can say is i had dry fig newtons. :p i woke up hungry.


oh so i might be a temp at this company in the Presidio. I hope I get it, even if i am a temp, even if it ISN'T make-up. :p


i'll take it!!!

it's my birthday in exactly 1 week.... my unlce just informed me that he sent me scotch Royale Salute (the blue bottle he said, to represent the sapphires in the crown jewels) 21 years old (younger than me), and smooth.....i love my uncle. :D

Saturday, April 04, 2009

geeze

so after 7 months of not talking (specifically said i didn't want to talk to him "EVER") he writes me an email.... understand, he tells me after two years that he wasn't ready for a relationship, and he didn't have time for one. sounded fishy at the time. still think it is. and 2 months later he has a girlfriend. so maybe he DID cheat on me.... i didn't want to be friends... i still don't. but he has this inherent need to friends with EVERYONE. so he emailed me. saying how he thought my work was great and he was happy for me and if i could suggest a spa gift for his friend's wife who just gave birth. i didn't want to reply. but mommy taught me better, so i did. i gave him the website of the spa (of which he was asking about) and the phone number. and i also added a P.S. saying that it isn;t recommended that women who are lactating or pregnant get massages.... i thought that would be the end of it... that maybe he would get the point. but he replies "thank you. i appreciate it, maybe i will get her something else." the end. i am not even going to reply.

i don't see the point in being friends with people who are not honest with you or give you the respect you deserve. the sad thing is, i think he thinks we can be friends. unfortunately i feel life is too short to waste it on people who don't treat you the way you are meant to be treated. golden rule, treat others the way you want to be treated.