dammit

i'm making butter cake. it smells great... *sigh* but i put too much of the batter in the pan. HAHHAHA! OOOPS.... OH WELL... i guess i can fix it.

pizza! and borat, and some other stuff

hee hee! jax! rina! i wish i were with you guys when i watched borat. i found it hilarious. but it's toilet humour.

i had a whole pizza for myself.... yikes....... and my grandmother already warned me not to gain or lose weight. My dress is made for the wedding. I can't wait. It's gorgeous.

i need more money. :p donations are welcome.... send me your coins. hee hee!

so sad

i can't believe steve irwin died! i'm really sad. :O(

euthyrox

this thyroid medicine has made me lose 10 pounds. now all my clothes are loose. :p worse part is that i am hungry every 30 minutes. that is not good at all.... i eat a lot to begin with. so this makes it worse.

shit

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! i can't stand it! she's so fake!

freak

i'm going to sleep in a bit. my cold is much better, but i am still coughing pretty badly. and to top it off, my friend told me that she saw a woman sitting in my room a whole ago. she had long straight hair. she sees things. great. so now i am going to bed with a night light on. call me a scaredy cat. :p

meds, shmeds

so i got a sore throat the other day. i caught it from my cousin. and it developed into a cough. crap. so now i am on super strong antibiotics and a cold medicine AND one for the cough. crap. (of course, aside from this i am taking pei pa qua, a chinese herbal remedy... it really helps!)

the antibiotic is okay i guess, doesn't give me acidity or anything. it's the cough pill that is nasty. it's really bitter and you have to imbed it in some food. bananas are ideal. but we ran out. i tried a mango. but it slips out (and you have to brush your teeth 5 times to remove the bitter taste). so, i have tried pitted prunes. it works! though i almost choked on it a while ago, i didn't make it small enough. hee hee!

anyway, one more day of the antibiotic, and 5 more days for the cough pill.

i want a burger!

homeward bound

my short-lived adventure is over (until further notice). I have to fly back home tomorrow. Not that i have to, I WANT to. My grandmother collapsed last night and is in the ICU. :,( so i want to be there. she is supposed to turn 90 on the 4th.
anyway, i will just update whenever. I am so scared. from what i hear, she might not make it.
:O(

"marley and me"

i just read the book "Marley and me" Marley looks exactly like my old yellow labrador bogart, actually my brother's. Bogart was a puppy of one of my first dogs Broker. Broker was a yellow lab as well and was a saint... along with my first jack russell Baker-girl (from bakersfield CA, my dad named her). Baker and Broker were inseperable (from each other and from me). anyway, that is a different post.
Bogart was adorable. He was a good dog, acted like a puppy as well. but generally good and not naughty like marley. :O) Bogart hated cats until i brought in one street kitten. Pedro (the kitten) would sleep beside bogart and even kiss him when he entered the house. Bogart didn't know what to do at first, but eventually he softened up, and would cuddle with Pedro.
Bogart died at 14 years old last year. The whole household was crying. We had to put him to sleep, but our vet told us to give him one last night for all of us to say good bye and make him as comfortable as possible. Bogart loved fruitloops. we even gave him hamburgers and steak. The next day we had to put him to sleep.
Reading "Marley and Me" reminded me exactly of what we went through. Our other dog Jacky, was sad for a while and wouldn't eat (surprisingly). I cried last night as i finished the book, adn it reminded me of why i don't want another dog (despite getting one earlier this year). :O( i miss my Bogart.